What’s a good puppy name that means “really cute consolation prize?”
Beta is negative. This was not unexpected. I know many of you held torches of hope for us (and I appreciate that) but I’ve always felt this was over since the first fertilization report. I mean, witness the preemptive puppy acquisition.
As many of you know, this is probably the end for me using my eggs. I’ll have lots more to say about that in future posts.
For now though, we’re just really freakin’ sad. I know there are so many miracle stories out there. So many “we only had one to transfer and that was my son” and so many, “it seemed that all hope was lost and then we got pregnant.” I so wanted to become one of those miracles. I won’t ever understand why I wasn’t.
Fuck fuck fuck. I’m so crushed for you.
This bites.
It’s too much.
Shit. I have thinking about you and wishing on all the eyelashes I have been neurotically pulling out of my eyelids for the past week.
There is nothing to convey how disappointing this is. I am glad to hear that you are, for now, continuing to blog about your journey from here, but I am so so sorry that you did not get your IF miracle.
Hugs.
DAMMIT. I’m so sorry. Much love and peace to you…
I love you. You know that. I’ve been there. It doesn’t make it easier to know that. xo
I so wanted you to be one of the miracles too – more than you would probably believe. I am just heartbroken for you both and you will be heavy on my mind.
My heart hurts for you today. No matter where your journey goes next, I’ve got your back.
I can’t understand either.
xo
All the well-intentioned good things I want to say just don’t seem to cut it. It’s just not fair. It just sucks…
Shit. I’m so pissed and sad for you. I won’t even try to say anything hopeful because, well, this just blows.
My heart sank when I read of the new puppy, but I held onto hope when I read the post. Now it is sunk again for you and S. I just don’t understand. I don’t understand why you are hurt again and again and why you don’t yet have what you want and deserve (there’s a loaded word!). I still do silly things like blow on dandelion clocks and wish on stars and these past few weeks they’ve all been for you.
I won’t ever understand either. I am so sad and angry for you I can’t even express it. Much love xo
Hurting for you. ♥ ♥ ♥
Damn I am so sorry! It is so unfair! XOXOX
i am crushed for you too. ♥ ♥
Fuuuuuuuck. Mother fucking universe.
I won’t ever understant it either Tbean. I’m mourning with you.
damn it. i am so sorry.
I’m so so so very sorry. All the more reason to hug your puppy even more. I don’t have any words and I guess you just have awful luck unfortunately when it comes to trying to get pregnant with your own eggs. Shoot, just royally sucks.
It doesn’t make sense for those of us for whom it didn’t work. There is no sense to be made of it.
Time does lessen the sting, remember that. I hope that you get lots of big new-puppy-dog licks today.
I’m so sorry. I wish that just once, the universe could be fair.
So, so sorry to hear it. Infertility sucks.
Oh sweetie, I don’t know why so many of us never get our 11th hour miracle. I am so sorry that this happened… Again. For what it’s worth I am glad that you are moving past your own eggs ( because my last try almost made me lose it) and that you are not giving up completely. You will be a mom: I just wish your path had less pain and more clarity now.
Big hugs. Have a drink and do some nice things for yourself.
Also I like the name Feliz, because it means happy and that’s what the puppy will bring.
Fuck. I’m so so sorry.
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry. It’s not fair. Sending lovexoxo
Fucking universe. Sending you love. I hated reading this.
Oh bite. That is completely unfair. I wish I could wave that magic wand and make all the tears unnecessary.
All my love. I’m here for you two.
This is so unfair. I wish so much it was different.
So so sorry Tbean, I was really hoping this was going to be your miracle.
I am so sorry, tbean. Sending love and healing and hopes for lots of puppy dog kisses to help ease the pain. xo
I was so sure, so hopeful for you. I wish I knew why this was happening to you. I am so sorry and so very angry for you. I am thinking of you and sending you love and hugs.
just wanted to say been rooting for you (while we have gone down our path TTC)- quietly watching and hoping… am sure there are lots of others like me. so sorry this is it for you.thanks for being so brave to share your experience. it helps those of us who don’t blog. x
I was holding out so much hope for you guys, wanting, with all of me, for you to be one of those miracles. I wrap my arms around you from up here… Its just so unfair…
Oh, NO. I am so incredibly heartbroken, sorry, and sad to read this news. Please know I’m thinking of you and sending lots of love your way.
I am so very for your BFN. There are no words to make this any easier. Thinking of you as move on to other options….
take care of yourself.
I am sorry.
I’m so sorry. I, too, am apparently out of chances on my eggs. I, too, dreamed that we would be one of those miracle stories anyway, and am heartbroken that we aren’t. It just sucks.
I’m so sorry. It’s so unfair. You hold tightly to each other and that new pup of yours.
I’m sorry for this *expletive* loss. I’ve voted my eggs off this stinkin’ IF island too. Can I be angry for you? I don’t know your story (here from L&F), but it sounds all too familiar. Hugs.
sending you love and light.
Here from L and F. I’m sorry. My eggs are bad too. You’re in my thoughts.
tbean, i am so very sorry to hear this. bask all you can in the puppy love. though it’s far from a full consolation, it’s still pretty awesome.
sending hugs.